October 12th week, 2014

-Watched 6month old week Mick for hours: sleep, poop, eat, play
-Ate Pho, homemade and restaurant (pho train)
-endless cleaning
-once upon a time
-attempting to eat healthy

There's so much to write, I don't know where to begin. It's been so long that I've been discouraged to start. Better to late than never.


Farewell, goodbye.

My birthday

25
Oz BBQ
Coach purse
Zelda pizza

summer 2009

I was going to spend my summer searching for the meaning of life....to find a vision...to find my spirituality. I was going to hike somewhere in the wilderness naked. BE WILD and FREE. Why? because I never had the chance to know me for the past 1 and 1/2 years of my life. The nursing program is intense. So intense, I didn't even know who I was anymore, had no time for my family, and the only friends I had are the same people I see during clinicals. So what the hell? Whaddido this whole summer?

I did nothing. I ate, slept, slept some more, watched movies, ate, and slept. The cycle continued. When summer came around, I realized how empty my life was without nursing school. Nursing school made me so damn busy, I cleared everything in my life and devoted to school. I'm such a loser.

As summer is coming to an end, I feel my stomach turning. The thought of waking up 0530 in the morning to get to clinicals makes my brain hurt. Not to mention only getting 3-5hrs of sleep because of write-ups. GOD, I still have to read 100+ chapters in my OB/Ped books in two weeks.

Honestly, the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I will be done in May 2010. I've been looking at cities and states I would work as an RN. I found that I fell in love with Boston. AH* excitement.